Dean Winchester 8x22 “Clip Show” 9 gifs an episode
“we’ll kick it in the ass, like we always do”
weeping a lot ‘cause now i’m thinking about Cas taking a nap in their big bed and Dean climbing in with a wicked little smile on his face as he starts blowing air over Cas’s cheeks and eyes and forehead. and Cas’s eyebrows are scrunching up so Dean does it gentler, moves up to blow the hair of Cas’s fringe around while Cas turns and rubs his face into the pillow. and the whole time Dean is holding back giggles because Cas’s face looks ridiculous but he can’t help himself from swiveling his puckered lips again to blow right down the line of Cas’s nose until Cas wakes up and slaps Dean’s shoulder and whines, “DEAN I’M TRYING TO SLEEP!”
STONE NUMBER ONE
7x02 || 8x23
(photo is not mine obvs, but I couldn’t find the original source so if anyone knows it and can link me that’d be nice.)
When Cas gets this contemplative look on his face at the tattoo parlor where they get him his anti-possession tattoo Dean doesn’t make much of it. He just tells Cas to hurry up when he pauses to whisper something to the tatoo artist, gesturing as the other man nods back. He starts to notice when Cas withdraws into their room for hours at a time in the next few days with a sketchbook and pencil in hand. When asked, Cas just gives him a small smile and says he’ll see soon enough.
A few more days pass before Cas finds him in living room and gently places the sketchbook on the table before him. It’s flipped open and Dean’s vision is filled with wings. Sketches upon sketch of wings, some rough some detailed, and near the bottom, on drawings of backs.
“They’re beautiful, Cas.” Dean murmurs, a little confused and looks up to see Cas beaming at him, eyes shining with an excitement he hasn’t seen in Cas since he became human. Maybe even longer.
“I want them. I talked to the man who tattooed the anti-possession sigil on my chest and he said he could do wings too. I-I mostly drew them from memory, from how I remember them manifested before… and I took some qualities from my true wings and added those too. Will you take me?”
Dean pauses for a second, not in hesitation but because he can’t stop staring at the change in Cas’s face, how excited he seems. And the decision is nothing, simple really. “Of course, Cas. If that’s what you want.” Dean smiles back at him, reaching over to give his hand a quick squeeze.
Cas nods, that light still in his eyes. “I do. They can’t compare to my old wings of course but I want to honor them, and to keep them in my memory I suppose. This seemed like an apt way.”
They go in the next day, hand in hand because Dean notices somewhere along the way how much Cas’s hands are shaking and that the excitement has been replaced with a jittery nervousness that he can almost feel rolling off Cas. “Hey, don’t worry, babe. You’ll be fine, hm?” Dean whispers when he feels Cas clutch his hand tighter as they walk in.
He keeps a hold on Cas’s hand through it, whispering little encouragements to him.
And after, when they’re shown into a room with wall to wall mirrors so Cas can see the result and he breaks down crying at first sight, he holds Cas against him and tells him how beautiful they are, how beautiful he is. Cas just buries his face against Dean’s chest and sobs but Dean thinks they’ll be alright because this is so different than all the other times he’s held a crying Cas in his arms this past year. Because when he pulls Cas’s face up to press a gentle kiss against his lips, he can feel the curve of his smile.
Sketchbook spread 2 (2013)
Sometimes I write short fics in French and illustrate them. Also, The S1!Sam is inspired by a great photoset I saw on Tumblr ♥
So.. I felt like sharing this with those who haven’t seen it yet. [x]
“You gonna take off the dead guy robe?”
#they look like they’re about to have sex for the first time and Dean is all nervous like #’what if I hurt you Sammy’ or ‘what if it isn’t good’ because they’ve only ever had sex with women up until now #and Sam is all calm and happy because he’s wanted this since he was a teen #and he never thought it’d happen esp not after all they’ve been through #so he sits next Dean and says ‘it’s gonna be good because it’s you and me and if it isn’t well just live off BJs and handjobs in the shower’ #and then he’ll pause for a sec and then go ‘but it will be good Dean I did the research’ #and Dean will cuff him on the side of the head and call him geekboy and then they will have sexy tiems~ and it will be gr8